Today, I wanted to bring a raw prayer from St Augustine:

O Lord, the house of my soul is narrow; enlarge it that you may enter in.  It is ruinous, O repair it!  It displeases your sight; I confess it, I know.  But who shall cleanse it, or to whom shall I cry but unto thee?  Cleanse me from my secret faults, O Lord, and spare your servant from strange sins.